Years ago, when I was struck with this idea for an art project, I thought it was all about me. My memory bank, always full, threatened to overwhelm me at unforeseen moments. I was looking for a way to purge myself of the past; honor it, come to terms with it and, in the process create a revelatory present. But wait. I get ahead of myself. Let me explain.
I have always been fascinated by graves, graveyards, etc. They transport me to an indescribable realm linking my past to that of others. Someone once told me to let go of the past and live in the moment. I don’t think I can do that. You see, I love my memories, the good and the bad. They are so much a part of me, and are constantly reborn in my current art-making process.
Have you ever really paid attention to those “In Memory Of..” shrines, often bordering roads? When I see them, I always have to repress the urge to jump out of the car and more closely observe them. They are so powerful and yet so fleeting, marking a time and place, sending a prayer, and inviting others to join the chant.
My original idea was to create my own “In Memory Of…” shrines, marking locations that are significant to me. When I pass by those places I feel a synthesis of emotions; sadness, happiness, longing, gratefulness, joy, peace, to name a few. Despite my move to make public art I was coming primarily from a selfish place. True to my artist identity, I didn’t care. However, I’ve matured over the years, and come to the realization that public art, no matter how intimate, is inevitably about the collective experience. Knowing this I realize that this is not just about me….it is about US!
I no longer want this to be about one person sharing her memories. I want it to be a forum for anyone to express her/his voice, to mark a spot and make it known that this place is honored. Wouldn’t you like the opportunity to share your memories and make a new present moment? I most definitely would love to listen.
This is just the beginning. I’m still hashing out logos, social media websites, all the necessary accoutrements to make this project a group experience. It’s ironic, I know, that all I have so far is a blog. This site was a necessary jumping off point to get off my ass, put things in motion, and begin tracking the process. I promise there is more to come.
Just to give you a taste of the first stage of my “In Memory Of…”projects, posted above is a (way too sunny) shot of my Luberon Valley, France installation. These small clay markers are awaiting their final firing. I actually began them long ago. They have finally come full circle as I prepare to visit Provence this June 2016, the location of my previous beloved home, life, and marriage. They represent aspects of myself in relationships that I grapple with regularly. I’m not yet sure where they will live, but I will be certain to keep you abreast of my decisions.
Welcome to our art project. I am so excited to hear your stories.
We will call this the IMofCollective. Stay tuned for more.
–Aria Doner Tudanger.
ariatudanger@gmail.com.
IMofCollective 
Very cool. Love the phrasing of this in particular: “Wouldn’t you like the opportunity to share your memories and make a new present moment?”
I love that you just lept in, not “fully” ready. That’s what I’m all about these days. It’s scary as hell, but rich with wonder and artistry. I don’t know if you saw my blog last year. http://brownstonebabe.tumblr.com/ It’s actually entitled “LEAP” 🙂 and is all about embracing uncertainty and just going for it. So congrats to you and to US all!
Love you, Marj
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Hey Marj,
so I read your blog. Somehow I didn’t know you had published one..although I cant say Im surprised. I am so impressed with your dedication to self-reflection and improvement. Never one to sit idle. I love the word “LEAP”. It is a lovely word, and perfect for your blog. It is far-reaching and positive, no matter the circumstances. Will the word change with the coming of 2017? Or will you maintain the same theme? Just curious.
Love Always, R
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Thanks, R! I so appreciate your note. I launched the blog the day after I left my full time job of 4 years to embark on the unknown and I chose LEAP to embrace uncertainty, however scary and the awesome. It’s been quite a journey. I was posting nearly every day for that first year and I haven’t posted as much, but I’d like to again soon.
My friends and I have a tradition of choosing a word of the year and this year, my word is “PLAY”! That said, Leap is always with me. It motivates me to stretch past my comfort zone. I was considering calling my new biz “Leap Photography” but decided to use my name. I may choose a diff name at some point.
Excited to see where this project of yours is going—LEAP, girl, leap!
Yayyy!
Marj
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